Do you find yourself thinking about things you once were able to do but are not able to any longer? Are you dwelling on past mistakes or times that to you seemed to be better or easier than where you are right now?
I confess that I am guilty at times of dwelling in the past, remembering when it seemed effortless to do something as simple as laundry or taking an enjoyable walk without a lot of physical pain. However, I’ve
found that these “remember when” thoughts only serve to fuel that monster called “discontentment.”
The dictionary defines being content as “satisfied” or “resigned to circumstances.” Being satisfied means we feel fulfilled, but feeling resigned to our circumstances denotes a passive acceptance of our situation. These sound like opposites, but they are not. We can accept our physical limitations and still be satisfied, but it has to be a conscious decision to accept our situation as something God can use in our lives.
I haven’t been able to work at a job outside my home for more than ten years. I have always wanted to write, but never had the chance to do so — until I had to stop working, that is. Now I’m thankful for this chance to do something that has always been on my heart.
It has taken some time, but I’m learning not to let my past dictate my future. Instead, I am acknowledging this “new thing” that God has fashioned in my life as He makes “a way in the desert” to use me in the lives of others.
For every wasteland in our lives, God gives us a stream of living water to help our way through that desert. Those who are not able to scrub the kitchen floor can read a story to their children or grandchildren. If I can’t hammer a nail any longer, God has blessed me with the ability to write in a way that may help others in similar situations. Much has been taken from me, but God has replaced them with more meaningful things, which in the process has brought me even closer to Him.
Prayer: Heavenly Father, thank you for a brand new year! We are so thankful that You are our Stream in the Desert, even though we sometimes have trouble remembering that. Help us to see that only with You can we ever be satisfied. Amen.